Fallen Head Over Heels @ 11:10 PM;


my brain ain't working with my heart ,
my body hates my brain and my heart .

so yeah ,
nothing works right .

that night along the noisy street ,
AHHHHHHHHHHH !

RINDUU !

you don't know how i am such a number one fan of yours !
lololololol .





i can't believe i seriously went GUGUGAGA over you for one whole year !
i look at you all the time ,
gets jealous when i found out about you and some girls .
ahahaha ,
and seriously ,
embarrassing when i think back .
i was like a despo ,
BUT !
i never thought of being your girlfriend .
i mean ,
i didn't want to be ,
and i thought it will never happen ,

i just wanted to be your friend .
=)

its like falling in love with a Hollywood star ,
you know you will NEVER be with that guy .
its not impossible but the chances are like so lowwww !

well , i was like a fan of yours .
i really liked you soooo much .
but i never thought of being with you .

and i didn't wonder how come you don't have a girlfriend .
why ehk ?

hmmm .
i know why , hee .
cuz you told me why .

lol lol lol lolipop .

and thennn .
what happen huh ???????

gahhahhghaghhahgahghahgahahhahahahahah !

think back dear ,
i don't know how to put it ,
its like ,
in one month plus minus a few days ,
of meeting just to go home together ,
and those few nights we spend together at ****** **** .
suddenly we're together .

and its like ,
gahhh .
tak caye siot .

but its okay ,
5 months boleh tahan ,
for kiter due ,
close friends for a month only .

but do we actually really know each other at that time ?
i just know that now ,
i do know alot about you .
but i bet i don't know you as much as how your friends know you , yeah ?
i mean , saini khuswandi asri ermmmm. ahhhh tu sumer uh .

ehk random seh nie .
okay bye.

Fallen Head Over Heels @ 3:51 PM;


LOLS .

i wanted to watch chucky ,
on the comp .
i'm alone ,
and i press start .

AND CHUCKY'S AND HIS BRIDE'S FACE CAME OUT .

AND I AM FREAKED OUT .

OKAY MAYBE WATCH LATER .



CRAP OKAY BYE .

Fallen Head Over Heels @ 3:00 PM;


well you done done me and you bet i felt it
i tried to get you but you're so hot that i melted
i fell right through the cracks
and I'm trying to get back
before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
nothin's going to stop me but divine intervention
i reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

i won't hesitate no more
no more it cannot wait, I'm yours

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love
listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
ah la peaceful melody
its your godforsaken right to be loved love loved love love

so i won't hesitate no more
no more it cannot wait I'm sure
theres no need to complicate
our time is short
this is our fate, I'm yours

i been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
and bendin over backwards just to try to see it clearer
my breath fogged up the glass
so i drew a new face and laughed
i guess what I'm sayin is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
its what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

i won't hesitate no more
no more it cannot wait I'm sure
theres no need to complicate
our time is short
it cannot wait, I'm yours

Fallen Head Over Heels @ 2:32 PM;


saturday ~

sorry faridah !

was supposed to go her house use computer .
but pussy's fur got me yesterday ,
got swollen lips ,
and and i got my stomach cramps again .
or stomachaches .
or whatever , i just hate it !

WHAT DID I EAT ????????

and was sleeping ,
and then step-dad knocked on the door .
then i heard so many voices like shouting ,
actually it was three of them all talking at the same time , (brother,mom,stepdad.)

my mom woke me up because she ask if she can throw all my old toys ,
(she was clearing the store)
and i said i wanna keep some ..

and soo ..
she took them out one by one so that i could choose what i want to keep ,
(its in a big box , there's plenty)

mom : ni? nak simpan ?
me : nakkk .
mom : yang nie pulak nak simpan ?
me : nakkk .
mom : ehh , sume dier nak , simpan balik sumer jer kan senang .

so i kept all old toys ,
got power ranger blue colour .
there's a doll , look like chucky cuz i conteng(doodled) on its face .
and its really scary .
shivers down my spine went i look at it .

and i found this four dolls with long legs ,
its small but really cute .
i showed shahril and he said ,

'eh skali nie voodoo doll eh?'

i hate you for that ,
you know i scared right goondoooo !
urgh !

and that thing in the dark ,
that scared me tooo okay ??

and my mom found gadgets in the store tooo !
i didn't know who it belonged to ,
no music history in my family ,
(found out later , it was my mother's younger brother's, he was in a band)
cool //

and my bro took them ,
don't know for what ,
he and his band like dead ready .
he don't even have electric guitar ,
and no money to go jamming .
lols .
haish.

so there is two ,
i see BOSS .
thats the brand i guess .
i like the logo . is it called logo ?
tried drawing it , senang cam gitu pon tak menjadi .
forever can't draw , no creativity lak tu .
it runs in my family , only i don't .
ohhh yar ,
i didn't know that there's different gadgets for different music .
because HEAVY METAL was on the box and the gadget ,.
and on the other one was something different , i forgot .
heavy metallll ???
my uncle ?
heavy metal ?
TAK KENE LANGSONG !

lols .
he should have been a model ,
too bad he is sooo short ,
shorter than his wife! =PP
heheh .
not his fault ,
the wife damn tall , like galah .
galah is exaggerating actually .

so yeah ,
actually did homework with shahril ,
tapi tak sumer habes .
asyik distracted .

okay finish lah.
boring .


i ate crab .
nice .

okay bye .

Fallen Head Over Heels @ 1:29 AM;

Fallen Head Over Heels @ 12:35 AM;


sayang sayang .
your turn to post lah sehhhhh !
urghhh .

BANG !

Fallen Head Over Heels @ 7:58 PM;


so after all you aren't Mr Perfect .
i don't care about your past ,
but all this while i thought i know everything .
to think you actually lied ,
i don't have to know everything ,
i don't want to know everything .
okay , ofcourse i do want to know things .
but you can tell me that you taknak bilang i pe .
you don't have to turn a whole story around .
just because you takot i marah .
abeh its worst kan skrg ?
i really wish you tak bilang i ape2 seh .
i don't want to know .
ITS BETTER WHEN ITS A LIE .

i know i hurt you real bad of the K thing .
so fair ehk ?
we hurt each other ,
and lose our trust for each other .
living in a beautiful world with lies ,
seems better than living in a dark world of truths .

huh ,
what ?

hey hey people ,
lets look on the bright side .

whatever you told me about ,
lie or not ,
its the past .
why do we have to care ?
RIGHT DARLING ? =)

and K is just like an abang to me .
well he is much older ,
and i love you ,
not him !
and we talked about other people ,
and i was advising him on how to get the girls he want ,
or how to forget the girls that he want but can't have .
and the one i love is you ,
you know that .
RIGHT DARLING ? =)

so ohhhhhhh wellll ,
i love MOHD SHAHRIL BIN MOHD SHAHFII !

okay bye .

Fallen Head Over Heels @ 1:33 AM;




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today went out with Shahril ,
to celebrate our 5th month together .

actually i'm really sleepy right now ,
because too much water dripped from my eyes .
but i really want to post this .

heheh.
we went out around 10 plusplus ?
and ate breakfast and cavana .
heavy breakfast ,
sambal chicken cutlet rice .
pastu kiter macam nak berak .
spicy ! and the sambal taste weird,
Shahril say macam ader rase ikan .
haha .

then we proceed to woodlands ,
where i met my cousin ,
she bought noughats from perth ,
and gave me some .
and she realise she didn't bring my money with her .
so decided ,
another day .

and then me and shahril went off first ,
to start our journey to pasir ris .
very very very long .
but i think because we were crapping along the way ,
that it felt okay .
it was fun in the train !

got some cute kid in the train with us ,
and after that we did stupid moves in the mrt ,
just cracking some lame jokes among ourselves .
like among me and him .
okay ape ape .

and then we reach .
after taking a funny bus .
to escape theme park ......

ohhhh the first ride was boring !
yawnnnnn .
its called the , errr ,
ermmm , the ... errrr .
flipper ?
i think so .
its boring really .

the second one ,
viking , the pirate's ship .
i felt like puking .
the sambal macam nak terkeluar ,
tak cukup grind seblom masak ,
it grinds again in my tummy .
and i scream kuat2 ,
cuz i thought i was gonna fall ,
but it was really scary .
i felt so loose in my seat ,
like anytime i will fly out ,
Shahril was trying to wave his hands in the air ,
but i keep pulling them back down ,
"You pegang tangan I you ! Jangan lepas !"
hahaah , i was holding on tight to his hand ,
seram !
and both of us got sweaty palms because of the ride .
turun trus mabok .

then the third one ,
the inverter ..
i closed my eyes throughout the ride ,
and we were secured real tight to the seat ,
so yeah , i screamed because of the pain .
it was okay , and i like my hair swishing all over the place .
i don't have to open my eyes to see that i was held up high in the hair upside down ,
because , i got long hair mahhh .
then the hair tertarik .
wahahha .
besttttt .
this one i was very sure i won't fall , so no worries .
its just abit too painful .
when the security thing came down , it was pressing agaisn't you thighs .
very painful , and theres another thing , that came down and press even more .
i shouted "ouch let me go ."
for fun ,
and i saw a head pop out from behind .
it was the game captain ,
the one who starts the game bla bla bla .
he asked "yes?"
and i shaked my head and looked away .
gahhha ,
tak sengajer ..
i didn;t know he was near .

and then we got on a few other rides ,
went into a disappointing haunted house ,
prebestryian high school have a better haunted house ,
how do you spell preybesterian ,
aiyah , its the school in yck .
ohh back to story ,
i screamed for fun ,
because i wanted to get out faster .
there was no surprises at all in there ,
so i thought that maybe they kept the best for the last .
but still theres no surprises .
WHAT THE TOOT .

what other rides were there ehk ?
hmmm .
ohh the kiddy rollercoaster .
ahah .
boring but ,
we just want to relek skejap .
both of us want to vomit out the sambal .

and took the ferris wheel ?
the kiddy one again .
boring lah sehhh .
and the girl ,
was kinda rude at first .




but then she was okay already .

and i'm kinda lazy to describe other rides .
just that Shahril keep shouting and waving his hands around .
sukernah detu .

and we go eat long john pat city hall .
and then we went to safra !
and played pool .
he won as per usual .
and i was real sleepy .
so we decided to sit somewhere lepak2 awhile .
and then we talked .

you're saying i might treat you like how i treat my other exs right?
you ain't sure that i really love you anymore .
you think that i might dump you for K .
K is not you okay . he's different .
and i don't love you .
you have never treated me badly,
but you treat me tooooo nicely .
why would i dump you ?
for K , whom i don't love ?
you know he likes my friend ,
and we only had a friend to friend chat .
you know i felt guilty after that .
but if you really think that i will turn into the Dian
during Haziq's times .
then think about what you want to do with me uh .
if i can't jage hati lelaki then i guess maybe
i'm not ready to have relatiobnships kan ?
i thought me and you okay .
takde pape .
i was so happy , thinking that finally,
a relationship with no problem .
just love love love .
but WRONG .
wrong wrong wrong .
i don't know lah .
i'm confuse ,
should i let you go ?
do you wanna go ?
confuse i am ,
but sayang you still okay .
bye bye bye .
i'm tired of blogging .
blogggggggggggggging done .

Fallen Head Over Heels @ 12:14 AM;


haPPi 5th mONth anniversarY saYang !!!!


yea !! 2dae is our 5th month anniversary!! err did i juz repeaT it again ? hahaha..nvm..i dun care ! ahaha ! gosh ! i'm so excited over iT !! i LOvE uu DIAN !!! ltr i continue again kae..hahaha ! gtg !



taKe care every1 !
havE fun 2dae !

Fallen Head Over Heels @ 1:27 AM;

Fallen Head Over Heels @ 1:20 AM;


so i went out today with AZUERA .

supposed to go take money and something from my cousin ,
butttt then tak jadik .
aaaaaahhhah .

so when out at 4 around there ,
and came home at around 12.45 .
haah.
she lah nak balek last train .


then sayang fetch me at bus interchange ,
come online lah selenger .

i misssss him siooots.

you know ?

if you ain't here i just can't breathe .
haha macam paham .

=P

can can can , can breathe .

leave a line leave a line ,
sebab tu post panjang !

hahahha ,
dian play cheat .
hehhehe ,

ketawe2.
ukannyer ader makne .
tak senonoh nyer post .

i can';t wait for tomorrow ,
which is wednesday ,
because its 18th .

our 5 months .
haha ,

okay let me post something just for my sleenger .

hey i know tau about my perangai nonsense,
i taknak you simpan2 if theres anything about me yang you really tak suke .
please sayang .
i think you taknak bilang i truthfully about what you feel all .
i mean ,
i just take it that you don't mind my perangai tau .
because to me, this is me .
and i don't know if i am salah or what .
because to me it is right .
can i continue this tomorrow ?
*asleep*

Fallen Head Over Heels @ 8:38 PM;


SO HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO BREATHE WITH NO AIR ?

I NEED YOU , YOU NEED ME .
AM I RIGHT?

I LOVE YOU .

Fallen Head Over Heels @ 8:02 PM;


well, like after so long .
haha , due2 malas nak update .
haish .

so i made him angry ....
ooooooh .
erm , sorry kay ..
really , hym is nothing , you is love okay .

i guess i will never change ?
ahah , i will i willlll . but wait ...
i can't even change my lazyness,
tak tau camner nak motivate diri .

tell me how am i suppose to breathe with no air ?

i love yesterday ..
or issit today ?
erm , nevermind .

i bought pink top for $10 pat pasar malam .
i love it , cuz its the same shade/colour as shahril's pink tshirt .
hehe , funnnn .

walked around causewaypoint for so about three hours ?
just to find a top .
hahaaaa .
pastu something happen ,

you expect me to go in the kedai and choose a baju ,
when you're angry and disappointed and sad at that time .
you're not happy with me , and you want me to choose a top .

ohhhh why are your eyes red ? oh nvm buy me this 100 bucks top please ??

like thatttttt ?????
siao uh ? wahpiangeh .
funny lah you .

ni lah , dah kene gangbang ngn jingga players .
trus jalan kengkang eh .
hehehehehe.

ohh and ouch , you pushed me when i didn't want to choose a top .
it hurts , not the hand , but my feelings.
gahh , i'm really sorry i hurt you , i'm sorry i betrayed you .
sorry sayang !

ooooh i am really bored .
anyway i hope teachers don't read my blog .
they like reading their student;s blogs , why ?

basikal or bas ?
anything bukan i yang kayuh .
you yang kayuh ,
kalau u penat then naek bas ,
kalau malas naek bas .

is laughing gas illegal ?

so many random things going in my mind .
this post is not about what happen today , ytd , whenever .

i just wanna type about something .
i just wanna type type type .
okay so i am still bored .

YESTERDAY IS HISTORY , TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY
TODAY IS A GIFT , THAT'S WHY ITS CALLED PRESENT .

so treasure everyday of your life ?
and don't think of the future ?
then you won't have a point in life ?
theres no aim , no nothing right ?
we need to dream , to aim high ,
so that we know what we want to become in the future
bla bla bla bla .

yesterday is history ,
why do we study history ?
why do we want to know what happen in the past ?
whattttt ???
bla bla bla/

typing is fun .
its better than writing i guess .
but at times i like writing .
i miss holding a pen .
and carrying a pen in my pocket everyday ,
because i forgot to put it back in my pencilcase.

i miss school , i miss studying , listening to the teacher ,
trying to solve amaths questions .
and failing to understand what it is all about .

i miss dye-ing my hair.
i miss my long hair .
i miss faridah , i miss atikah .
i miss dinah .
i miss my class .
i miss so many things .
but haish , i never do anything about them ,
there's alternative ways for everything ,
nothing is impossible .,
i guess .


i don't want to pindah angmokio ,
i hope my abang is lying .
i hope he was just guessing .
i don';t wanna go there .
i got no friends there .
and its so far ,
i can't wake up early ,
and i always go to school late .
if i live in angmokio i might as well don;t go to school .
i might as well change school .
ewwwww no !
i think i like ahmad ibrahimm .
i got great friends ,
actually .

I LOVE MY FRIENDS ,
BUT I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE AS IF I'M NOT PART OF THEM .
MAYBE ITS ME , NOT WANTING TO MIX ,
BUT I'M JUST NOT MISS-OH-SO-FRIENDLY .

this post is going to go on and on and on ya know .
i don't think people reads my blog .

and my english sucks .

and they say blogging improves your english .

wait who said that ?
erm , oh well my imagination .

i'm hungry already .
but i don't feel like eating rice .
bread with curry chicken ?
sounds fine .
erm , wait ,
shahril is already at chongpang ,
and my cousin is already at golden v.
and the clothes are waiting to be lipat-ed .
and what am i doing ?
blogging here in front of the computer !
oh my god .
come on dian you better move your assssss .


dian moveeeee !
ohh my i don't even listen to myself .
what a lazy buttock .

this post is really crapppppy .
and i'm gonna laugh when i read it back .
cuz i am so lame and drunk .

oh wait i did not drink , i don;t mean drunk like i just drank .
i mean drunk like i sound like someone drunk ,
not that i am really drunk actually
oh my theres no one at home
i'm home alone
i hate home alones
haish
is today sunday ?
is today charlie and the chocolate factory day ?
oh my i miss it .
i guess
and anyway i have to go out .
i have to go .
okay bubby e.

like really bye .
i need to eat
and then i need to go .
bubby e
really bye !
bye by eyb e.

I'm still fighting. Hope you will wait. Please.


Is to love you like how I used to And to be with you the way we were back in 2008.


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