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let it be my turn , to win some or learn some .
pleaseee ?




today , didn't go to school .
because of some family problem .
and shahril did not go either .
because he woke up late .
hey , what will mr ong say when he finds out ?
you know what he might say or ape2 lah kan ?
sorry mr ong , for talking about you .

said that , cuz you never know if teachers are reading the blog or what .

erm,
yeah back to my family probs .
yeah i was so emo in the morning .
ran away to the 12th floor in the morning ,
around 630am , came back around don't know what .
i was like crying like a little baby ..
cry nonstop .
while trying to finish up my english book .
was just pretending , cuz some ppl from that floor confirm going out to work/school.
yeahh cry cry cry ...
and then went home .
uncle ask ,
'kau tak gi skola ehk'
i said 'tak' . without even looking at him .
and continued crying in my bed .
cried myself to sleep .
and my eyes swollen .
at three woke up .
and read book .
because i didn;t want to go out of my room .
my room is like the only safest place ever .
its where i run to when i'm afraid , of anything .
but yeah , i still won't let the dark get me ,
no matter where ,
i sleep with the ceiling light on .
to hell with saving electricity ,
i need lights .
or again i'll cry ./


yeah yeah yeah!
i'm a cry baby !
but what can i do ?????
i'm not strong ?
i'm different so what .
i'm acting like a small kid ? cry cry all the time ,
well i'm farting hell not acting .
and i blarty hell don't want to attract attention .
thats why i prefer not go to school .
cuz i'm worried i won't be able to concentrate ,
and then suddenly cry .

shiiiiiuuuuulll lah !
cry in public ,
so malu tauuu .
later don't know where to put my face .

so today is an emo tuesday .
and i havent finish up the script .
sorry !

what am i suppose to say to teacher ?

dear mrs heng ,
i am sorry to inform you that my daughter , dian binte roseli , of class 3e1 was absent from school today because she was not feeling well. i hope you could excuse her from school . thank you for you cooperation .

yours sincerely,
my mom's signature and her phone number .

yarh she writes the same thing all the time .
cuz her english bad .

haish .
i think i wanna watch movie awhile .

okay bye .

I'm still fighting. Hope you will wait. Please.


Is to love you like how I used to And to be with you the way we were back in 2008.


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